NOT pro ana. Just me and the journey I'm on
1. you’re doing amazing. The weight is slowly but surely dropping.
2. once you’re where you want to be, you’ll be so happy.
3. you’ll have more friends.
4. you’ll have a better life.
5. you can wear short shorts.
6. you can wear crop tops.
7. you’ll be loved by all.
8. you can fit into anything.
9. you can look good in a bikini.
10. you can get piggy back rides, not just give them.
11. sexier body.
12. tons of compliments.
Been watching supersize vs super skinny for a while (up to season 2 now) and this is what I’ve learnt so far from the super skinny’s diets.
1. To be delicate, dainty, fragile.
2. To proudly tell people your clothing size
3. To have thighs that look small in anything
4. To wear a bathing suit in public
5. So you won’t have to compare yourself to others
6. To look good in everything
7. To have people ask you for diet tips
8. To have people say you look like a model
9. For the doubletake
10. To look good in every photo
11. To enjoy going out in public
12. To wear thigh-high socks that fall down
13. Being able to sit on his lap/be picked up
14. Having small thighs when sitting
15. To feel confident in intimate situations
16. To build a stylish wardrobe
17. For the thigh tattoos
18. To focus on something else other than your weight
19. To look skinny in skinny jeans
20. Looking small in baggy clothes
21. To have visible collarbones
22. To have a thigh gap
23. To be the health-nut fit-girl
24. So doing your makeup and hair doesn’t feel like a waste
25. To become someone else’s thinspo
26. So you aren’t wasting your youth
27. For the oversized sweaters and good books on rainy days
28. To be called “tiny” by him.
29. To finally accomplish your ultimate goal weight
30. To comfortably play video games and watch netflix in your underwear
31. To prove them wrong and make them jealous
Don’t eat. Put that shit down. Spit it out. You’re so disgusting. And you know you really don’t need that. You’re friend is so pretty, so skinny. She knows it too. I know you don’t understand how she stays so skinny. She eats constantly, and it’s all garbage, nothing healthy. But still so skinny, so pretty, so little. She has a boyfriend. She has that 4.0 you work so hard for. Those collar bones you’d die for. Does all the sports she can, all the clubs she can. She’s friends with everyone. But know you can pass her. Work harder, longer. Fast longer. Watch your calorie intake. Drink your tea and get some sleep. I know you can beat her. Everything will fall into place once you do. I believe in you.
I’m not losing weight fast enough.
